Some things are just to weird to me and when someone says they want to come visit you like they live around the corner when they live a world a way is weird. He wants to come visit me so bad but I won’t let him, not yet. Im waiting to see the common man not some mogel.
I am so fortunate and so many women would love to be in my shoes but that isn’t me. I don’t want the limo’s, diamonds, fancy digs and all. I am just the run of the mill let me stay home and take care of the family type of person.
He’s offered to come and stay at a hotel but I’m not ready for him to be that close yet and don’t know if I ever will be. He’s been talking a lot about living together and I don’t even know his middle name. He has totally flipped over me and I do not know why.
I do not compare myself with other’s so I really have no idea how I stack up against other women but it doesn’t matter to me. Maybe I should just give in and let him come sooner, it’s time for me to be with a man and I want to so bad.